A not so disappointing disappointment...

About the application, well it turned out the way i thought it would. I should have taken my clue right. Should have filed for leave the day prior to my interview. I was always out of my normal self after shift, and i still went on with the interview. So to go straight to it. I didn't make it. That's what i thought right after the interview. It didn't feel right. I said the wrong things and didn't say much. O well, it wasn't for me. But, what is?