Missed one good flight again..

I was supposed to watch Linkin Park's concert last night. My brother was going to give me 4 tickets (2k tickets) but i just didn't have the gutts to make a major lie at work and walk my way out of the office and off to the concert venue. Another reason for me not to go was my fiance. He didn't want me to leave work and rush myself to the concert, and for that reason - he wouldn't want to go himself. Also, he doesn't want to tolerate me in doing such a thing at work. O well, had my brother called even just a second before I logged in at work, I would have sacrificed another day - calling in sick.. just to see Chester and Mr. Hahn! Too bad.. now i get what Alanis meant in her song Ironic, maybe she should have inserted a line that goes like this: "It's a free concert ticket when you're already at work!" Dunno if they will ever come back for another concert and dunno if I'll ever get over not seeing them when I had the chance to. Nothing for me to do now. I can only regret.. Damn...